i really don't understand myself at times
god gave me the best i can ever have yet i don't cherish them
i took them for granted always
i can never forgive myself for all that i've done
i wish i can never be awaken from my sleep

ahh. ages since i blogged.

life now is really a big big difference to sec school life. days isn't as occupied as before when i can just msg a fren for ball and there we will be at 838 sitting down after ball then heading home for dota.

guess everyone got their own life and their own stuff to do. really wish life could be like before. right now ck is also in ns alr. i can't imagine my life for the next two years. fortunately i've got the best girl that i never thought i would have met. thank you for supporting me always in whichever stupid decisions that i made. today marks the 13th month of our relationship. lets work hard together for our future alright! :D

sadly, mdis rejected my uni application man. guess i'll just have to take my degree at uni of london for extra 1 year. hopefully switching from biz mngt to banking and finance is a right choice. really can't wait to ord. NS is really a big liability for all males. plus its a fking 2 years. damm. lets just hope days will pass fassst.

i wish all of us can clear ns asap and continue our studies or start working and resume our ball activities and hang out more often? yes it will be like that!

hi all! training last week was as usual, morning 5am wake up. brush teeth wash face, fall in with full backpack by 520, physical training till 630, breakfast, lectures or training again.
hmm the most memorable and xiong one is one of the trial for final practical exam. which we have to swim 100m 4 laps in full no. 4 and continue to clear soc obstacles with our full backpack and helmet and run 5km la.
well, though my running is not really good compared to the rest but my swimming sure own. i came out of the swimming pool first while the rest of my mates are still struggling and some even walk along the edge of the pool. rofl! and after clearing soc i started to run my 5km and i got to endure the pain on my shoulders with the heavy backpack brushing against my sunburned skin. a nice pti came to pace me but i stop at times because i really got to catch my breath! and the best runner who got out last from the pool actually overtake me! so while running got overtake by few mates and completed it finally. this is really not just physically tough but mentally tough man. really gotta train hard for the final prac.

lectuers are the best last week, learned so much stuff like sports physiology, sports science, muscle parts, nutrition and many more. the best that i can get out of those are ncap lvl 1 cert, lifeguard cert as well as fitness instructor cert. heard from a NIE lecturer that we can actually apply to be a PE teacher with those. well, maybe i will consider if i can afford to go back to a government sch for a degree or smth.
pti course sure is tough, but looking at the rewards and knowledge its really worth it man.

booking in tml night gl to myself again.
8 more weeks to heaven!

1 week back from course. my fitness level actually suck like dog. i finally realise becoming a pti isn't as easy as it seems. if you want to spend the next 1 1/2 years walking around in singlet and shorts giving physical training, this is the price you have to pay.

sweat daily like as though you just came out from a shower
500 push ups daily ( going to be 1k-2k in few weeks time) no joke!
one shot 100-200
16 hours a day carrying a backpack with a 5kg medicine ball and full water bottle
imagine running and doing pull ups push ups with it
7 theroy test about sports science
3 prac test exercise
1 of which have to swim in full no.4 clear SOC and run 5km with backpack helmet

out of the 19 of us my running there is one of the worst,
up till now 1 alr given up and the other 3 is considering whether to go out of course.
for those not yet enlisted and wants to be a pti, pls reconsider.

i duno how much longer i can take this, hopefully i don't crack and pass out from this course in 7 weeks time. god pls help me!

next friday who free pls go running with me, hopefully i will come out alive next friday.

good things fking don't come easy

woo. been so long alr. read my previous post and stuff. can't believe it was me who blog those posts, seems that i'm growing older and everything is so different. my thinking is different, my ways of doing things are different and so many more things. NS life sure sucked. but i know most of my frens are going in too alr so its ok la.
finally getting 20 years old end of this year. this 20 years had been fruitful man. learned so many things good or bad, what can be done wad can't be done, lessons learnt here and there. guess its time to stop playing and realise whats important in life and head the right way at this stage of life. gonna endure in my pti course, pass out serve for another 1 and a half years, study another 2 years for my degree, try out pilot if possible and if i fail i'm joining my sis company! hopefully i can have enough savings after graduating and get myself a car. woot. so glad i've found the right one in my life. lets work hard together for our future alright! hopefully after passing out i would have more time to spend with my girl and all my frens! time to spend together are so hard to come by.
may everyone stay healthy and quit all the bad habits and graduate in poly!

gosh. duno how many years din blog alr. got enlisted on 7th of october, so the date to get back my freedom and pink ic will be on 7th august 2010.
for the past 7 weeks all weekdays were spend in BRTC camp, basic rescue training centre, learned lots of stuff, theory and practical. hopefully i can put them to good use, glad to say i passed all my test and finally the day everyone's waiting for, today our passing out parade.
will definitely miss my platoon mates and all the time we spend together.
army life sure sucked, so for those who still have not been enlisted, enjoy your freedom while you still can.
sad to see everyone separated, all to different vocations, well, for myself, will be going over to physical training wing, so i guess i will have to go through 9 weeks of hell training then heaven! probably for the next 20 months i will be in camp conducting non stop physical training. gd luck to myself and i hope 20 months will pass fast.
study hard for those still studying and may you guys graduate with good grades.
thanks hunny for supporting me and always being there for me when i need you. thanks ah!

blog again soon!

HI ALL. yes i know i went mia for so long again.

ended nike human race yesterday. 10km. not that great as stand chart 43km but its still damm xiong can. ran pass all the streets through esplanade clark quay and all, really a great experience man, i urge all to at least join for one end of this year.
and grats to hy cin for not being a road hogger ;)

yes i'm back, updates till now.

new job! a CCC in starhub. figure out wads that yourself. alright, so a totally new working environment. used to be food icecream etc etc and now, papers, documents computers etc.
well i finally understand why my dad always tell me money don't come easy.
i always thought a job in the office would be slacking to the max and you can earn money by just sitting for 8hours every day facing the com.

eww, big mistake man, now i finally understand why are working adults complaining bout stress and stuff.

so everyday when i'm working, i just keep talking to customers. 10% nice customers, 90% = loansharks , gangsters and all the unreasonable customers. meaning i earn money by allowing others to scold me -.-

but i must say its a great experience for me la. so one more month down and its army for me and another 2 years of studies and i'm done. good luck to myself.

meanwhile, sorry to all buddies and friends for not making an effort to meet out, i'm really really busy man. well, be sure that there would be a gathering before i enlist (:
cya all soon ~

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